So I need to do it.. A VMAs blog... Because honestly, I don't know what in the Hell I saw tonight... I haven't paid any attention to the VMAs sine the last time *NSync performed on them because right around that time the show just starte sucking as it was. So, finding out *NSync was going to be there all at one time, I got happy, decided I would actually watch it this time.

*clears throat* WHAT THE FUCK HAPPENED TO THE VMAS? I mean, seriously, the VMAs have always been a chance for people to dress to impress (or turn heads), but this time... What the Hell was that?

Due to the commercials leading up to it I knew that Miley Cyrus would be there, but I did not expect this:

Or this:

I mean, hell, even Lil' Kim was wearing more than her. Lil' freakin' Kim, who is known for wearing this type of crap:



Was wearing this outfit:

All I saw on that stage tonight was a sad, pathetic little girl who's embarrassing her dad's name. I'm not a huge B. Cryus fan, but come on, how can you not look at the below gif and not feel bad for him.



If she was my daughter, I was disown her instead of the other way around. She's disgusting... It.. I mean come on, you know it's bad when Will Smith can't even look at you right...



See what I mean? Anyway, enough of her... So, what was with the 12 seconds of *NSync performance modeled around Justin fucking up his own music for how long? I mean seriously... And his performance wasn't even all that pleasing. He barely sang along to his track, when he did sing he sounded like he didn't even warm up his voice, and when the songs were playing they were all warped and messed up. I mean, I haven't like his stuff since after he had Justified, so having to hear the songs that have been raping my ears for the past few years being messed up as they were for the performance just... I muted almost all of it...

It was still great to see them out on stage again. Yes, I've been a fan of *NSync since *NSync *N Concert On Disney, and since the dreaded hiatus I've always said they didn't need Justin to carry on. Hell, BSB did it without Kevin, and made how many albums without him? Yes, happily he is back, but as far as my opinion goes, *NSync could have still toured without him. But eh, I digress.

I need to get some rest so I can wake up early enough to get the rental car and go take my drug test. Later folks.

Signing off,
Lily

So as promised I have uploaded the pics of my accident, and this blog is kind of a 2-in-1 deal since on top of getting you guys the photos, I'm also unveiling my new facebook page for you guys!

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I finally found a way around worrying about them seeing it as 2 profiles for the same 1 person since I already have one not-related to this blog. But anyway, aside from the pics being there, sometimes my facebook gets updated more than my blog so it will be a good way for you guys to get updates when I don't blog.

I have to get off of here though so I can get a ride to the scene so I can take pics of the skid marks. It was too dark to last night, and I got a ticket for following too closely when I know I slid a good bit before I actually hit the lady's truck.

Signing off,
Lily

Okay, so today...is shit... I got into a car wreck tonight, and I'll be posting pictures of it tomorrow, but my car is dead... I haven't gotten the car to a body shop yet (since no where is open until Monday and I don't want it sitting anywhere it could be unsafe in) so I don't know if it's totaled or not, but it's bad...

My brakes locked when I was trying to avoid hitting someone and it just caused me to go into a slide, straight into the back of a Chevy Silverado. All that happened to her truck was me damaging the silver of her bumper, and it separated by about an inch from the actual truck bed. It wasn't hanging off or anything, just slightly pulled away and scratched, and she's bitching while my hood is bowed back, my radiator is obviously messed up to where my car can't even drive. Luckily no one was hurt physically, I just had a mental collapse while waiting for the cops.

I have NEVER been in an accident like this, let alone at all in the 13 years I've been driving, so I don't even know where to start on getting everything resolved. So on top of being irritated at me for scratching her bumper in the middle of totaling my car, she's got to take charge and call the cops while I call my store. Hey, by the way, I was delivering... I was literally on my way to work from a delivery when this all happened, pulled off the road into the parking lot my Domino's is in. So I call Tyler and let him know what's going on, and start filling out my paperwork that Domino's have us fill out in case of an accident, waiting for the cop while she calls her insurance company.

I didn't even think to call the insurance company until the cop asked if I had already called them; I'm a wreck. Gods, I still am a wreck. I'm not allowed to work until the results from my drug test comes back, but I can't even take it until Monday, and from there it can take 3-4 days to get back from the lab. So I'm going to out of work for almost a week just with the drug test.

After that I can still return once I get my rental car. Luckily my insurance will cover up to $30 (USD) a day, up to $900, so there's that until I get my car fixed up, if it can be... And my deductible is $500 so that's good at least... I don't know where I'm going to find the $500 though, or anything over the $30 for the rental car the insurance people will cover...

Gods, this is so much, I don't know how I'm handling it at this point. My head hurts, things are kind of at the end of the tunnel with what little I'm even absorbing right now. I feel like I'm just watching things, wondering why the Hell this is even happening... Why did this have to happen? I just... I don't know right now. I just need to tuck my tail between my legs and curl up in a fetal position against Nojaun's side and try to come back to Earth. I'm so lost right now..

Before I sign off, I just want to say thank you France for joining my viewers. Even though I may not seem very enthusiastic about it, I am. I'm always happy to see someone join in, but as you've just read, I'm pretty much going through hell right now...

Signing off,
Lily

I high-jacked Nojuan's computer for a moment because I just saw something I absolutely have to share with you guys... I'll be giving you another entry tomorrow when I'm off, but just a little goody for tonight.

Click this link to watch the video that made me almost pee myself.

Signing off,
Lily

I'm a zombie and I've come to eat your...churros? I don't know why but I'm seriously craving a churro. As for the zombie comment, I'm tired boss. Dog tired... Props if you know what movie that is from. Anyway, I'm a zombie because I have been awake since shortly before 2PM (EST) on 8-18 and it's now almost 8AM (EST) on 8-19. You see, I would have gone to bed by now, but yesterday (before finding out insomnia would be a demon I'd have to chase away) I told my co-worker Dave, the one with the stutter that I mentioned, that I would over his 10AM-5PM shift today so he could get his car repaired.

He's stayed late so I could leave when I wasn't feeling good before, so I figure I owe him one, you know? So I have to open this morning, with no sleep, and we all know by now that when my schedule says I leave at 5PM, I can almost certainly bank on 8-9PM as my actual leaving time. Which it can be safe to say this means I am passing the fuck out when I get home. Especially since I open tomorrow as well. At least then I go in at 11:30AM instead of 10AM like this morning. I'm going to die...

So I decided that if I can get all the repairs that are needed to my car done by the time FWA (Furry Weekend Atlanta) rolls around this upcoming event I would really like to go. Not sure if I'm going to try to find some half-ass way to have some sort of thing resembling a suit or not, but I do definitely want to go and it's only going to happen if things are all caught up and out of the way. Let me know if any of you guys will be going this upcoming event or not, maybe we can meet up if any of you are in the area.

So, to keep myself awake until I go to work I'm going to go surf the net and look for things to do to occupy my time with. I'll catch up with you guys later.

Signing off,
Lily

So Tyler wants us to believe he's turned over a new leaf to be a better manager... Friday I was having major car troubles and he wouldn't let me call out even though I told him it took me 3 hours to get my car home from Marietta. Douche. Anyway...  We have a couple of new people though I've only seen one of them actual start working (the other two were at the store meeting last week so I know they exist) and his name is Josh. He seems to be a pretty cool kid so far. He's coming to us from Pizza Hut, which so far from what I've seen we did a good steal since he seems to be easily trained.

He's kind of a mutt, but he's a red-head, and we all know my thing for red-heads by now lol. He's 8 years my junior (20) so that's just not going to go to anything past friends. I don't go for anyone more than 2 years younger than me if I can help it, unless the personality is there. But not 8. That's too close to being 10 years younger than me, so I have to say the ABSOLUTE cut off point would have to be 5 years younger than me. AT MOST.

But anyway, I just wanted to give you guys an update on how I was doing and OH! By the way, Nojuan, Xan and I are looking into rent-to-own places in the area so we can get out of our little sardine can. I'll keep you posted on the search progress ^_^.

Signing off,
Lily

No, I'm not dead, I've just been otherwise incapacitated... Meaning I had to pawn my laptop to have money or rent or the three of us would be out on the street. So Nojuan was nice enough to let me on his laptop so I could let you guys know I am still alive. It's going to be a while before I get my laptop back, but I will get it back. Until then blogs are going to be very sparse since he runs his own stuff on his laptop and I don't want to get in the way of it. And Xan's internet on his laptop is kind of crap (meaning almost never works) so my options are very limited.

But aside from that, nothing new is really going on in our furry lives right now. Just struggling to make it day to day like everyone else out there. It's become very obvious I'm not making it to the Fall Out Boy tour in September. I've given up hope on that even happening. My birthday went okay I suppose. Spent it laid up with a tooth infection that had taken on the form of a wicked abscess so not much happened that day.

Nothing else really... Sorry again for the upcoming lack of blogs, but until I get my little guy back I'm going to be limited to either trips to the library, which kill gas, or when Nojuan might be able to let me slip onto his laptop.

Take care of yourselves folks and know that y'all are always on my mind!

Signing off,
Lily